LOL. Just before I started on this post, my mummy was humming JJ.Lin’s song from a Coffee advert.
So cute.
It’s been months since my last entry was up (password protected somemore). Guess it’s time for some new updates.
1. After reading previous posts, I realised that i’ve focused too much on my unhappiness. Guess it’s time to focus on other things that are important to me. Also, I guess we just didn’t understand each other well enough. Got to slowly build that up.
2. I admit I’ve been slacking too much at work, so much that even I feel guilty. Hopefully after this year, I won’t have depression again. It is indeed a terrible experience. I’ve promised myself to produce 2 scientific journals (at least) plus helping my boss to my very best. Right now I am just keeping my fingers crossed that our lab’s first paper goes through.
3. I’m taking Japanese. Super busy, but it’s worth it! but I’m feeling so much stress that I kept biting my tongue non-stop. I am going to have ulcers + decrease in brain cells again. Sigh, this is the likely explanation that I became dumber day after day. Oh yes, Jap exam is in December = uber stressed.
4. Besides point 3, My mind has been wondering about creating business. But, I guess it’s impossible for me. With no experience, no friends to work out issues with me, no money, plus lots of “red tape”… Sigh… Kinda depressing.
5. Investments? With such low salary, I guess it’s impossible. Unless someone can teach me. I really wanna learn, but how?!
6. Before you start investing, you’ll need to learn how to save. However I want to buy so many things! Sigh! My MacBook Pro……
7. After my degree, I don’t know what do I wanna do. To fulfil my desires to help others, or to create a future for myself and my family? In short, passion or money? I really don’t know. After this, it is a lifetime decision I have to make. I need advice. and LOTS of them.
8. Any tips/ recommendation for a HK trip? I’m going there soon! And I’ll be a tour guide for my cousin!! So excited, and stressed at the same time. Oh gawd.
9. I REALLY hope I won’t fail this module 
I cannot fail it!!!!!!!! (I didn’t do 1 Essay, 2 SAQ = 25% of the paper due to the lack of time. SIGH! Depressing to just think about it). Results will be released on 3 June. STRESSED!!
Updates done.
I think working in lab (for so long) has taught me to summarized everything. And that includes in blog entries. AHAHA.
